rickharris

I have know idea why i ever made a live journal. I never get on here. For me this is definately not live journal. It's more like a by monthly kinda thing. Oh well. I guess this is it. Now you have something to read

Once again, I feel as though I'm in a rut. I should be having the time of my life. I'm on a roadtrip w/ one of my best friends ever, but I continue to bring myself down by thinking about life. Not so much life itself, but the lack of what I'm doing w/ mine. I feel like i never stick w/ any one particular thing. I find an interest in something and then I talk it into the back of my mind. I love working and doing, but for some reason I can't even figure out how to do that. It really doesn't matter I guess. It just felt good to get it out. I'll hopefully get my shit together before I turn 30. God I hope I do. Also, if you happen to read this, whoever you may be, please don't respond. I just like to vent and know that someone heard. That's all i need. No feedback.

Hope we chat again :)

It is exactly 6:59am right now. I sit on jared's couch, listening to the menu music playing in the background, from a movie called The Nines which i watched about 3 hours ago. Sleep is trying to come to me, but i wont allow it. I keep thinking to myself. Not about anything, particularly. Just thinking. I really wish i could write on to this damn machine. Typing and i don't get along too well. Maybe LJ was not a good idea. LJ. I already feel cheated for that alone. I finally decide to try live journal out, and what do i get, an acronym thrown in my face all the way through the sign up process. I will never understand what makes people want to condense certain words and not others. Actually, i don't see the need in making a short cut for any word. If you're gonna type a multi-page novel on a site called live JOURNAL, journal being the main point of this whole thing, why not type out the whole word? In all honesty, i'm just a little grumpy from not getting any sleep. That, and the fact that i continue to piss off all my friends. I love them to death, but i have 3 best friends. It's hard giving them each an equal amount of rick time through the week. What makes it even worse is they all live totally different lives. They, for the most part, don't overlap unless it's through me. I feel like a vin diagram. Ok. I'm gonna have to rant some more later. Sleep finally got ahold of me. I'm gonna pass out now......